It’s been a long while since I’ve seen you. It’s funny, isn’t it, how we think we have forever within our fists but it escapes like sand? I still have your contact saved but the name is a stranger’s now. I don’t think I’ll ever dial this number ever (no, not even drunk dial it) but I also don’t think my thumb will ever press the delete button.
How do you delete 5 years of your life? How do you delete promises that meant to you more than your own life? And how, for heaven’s sake and maybe hell’s too, do you delete all the bitter words exchanged, the doors slammed, the tears and face stained with kajal, the chain of cigarettes smoked in the aftermath? Although I guess, you did quite a good job in doing so. But then, you were always better than me; better at writing, better at sports. God! I still stick to the fact that your kisses were so much better than mine. So why am I surprised that you are better at cutting me off your life too? I think it’s a play of the word, denial.
People forget voices the fastest. Not the face, not anything else, but the voice. I don’t remember why. I never paid much attention in Science class. Why is it then so difficult for me to forget your laughter? How you’d throw your head back and laugh. I’d rarely ever join with you because I was too busy watching a 7 year old in that 17-year old body. I also haven’t forgotten the sound of your yawn. You’d stretch your hands and yawn so deeply. Soon after, I’d hear you snoring with your mouth slightly open and your hand still over mine.
How did all of that turn to sand?
It became grains of sand- your laughter, my smile, our kisses and park dates, those 3 a.m. conversations where we bared our souls long before we bared our bodies– in a desert. However did that happen?
I lost you. You lost me. But the most terrible thing that happened was how we lost us.
I still don’t wish bad upon you. I’ll never do. And despite everything, I know you don’t too.
The saddest irony of our lives was, despite being the perfect puzzle pieces that fit together, we didn’t fit.
In another parallel universe, maybe- just maybe- we do.
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P.S.: Today is one month of my blog. Yay! I’m so glad I started this blog and I’m so grateful for the kind of support I’ve gotten from this blogging community. I know people reach far more milestones by their first month but I love the pace I’m going in and i can’t wait to see what more this blogging experience holds for me. :’)
Lots of love from one blogger to all the rest. ♥
I reokcn you are quite dead on with that.
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I was looking evehywrere and this popped up like nothing!
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This is beautiful. I was moved to tears as I could relate to you. Similar things happened to me as well.
PS Congrats on 1 month completion of this beautiful blog. ❤️
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Oh! I’m sorry, love. 💔
Thank you so much. Means a lot! 💞
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It’s alright. I hope you have moved on and you recovered. ❤️
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Oh no! Everything about this letter is fictitious. 🙈 Nothing like this happened to me… yet. 😐
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Oh. My bad. 😅
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Nah I’m kinda pleased that you found my fictional work so real. ♥
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Yeah. Your writing struck the string of my heart. ❤️ It felt like you wrote everything about my love life. 😃
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Oh it makes me so glad that my writing could touch someone’s heart’s chord. :’)
It’s okay. You’ll find what makes you happy along the way. Till then, try loving yourself a little more. ♥
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Yeah! You’re such an awesome writer! ❤️
Thanks for the sweet words. 😊
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Writer is too big a tag for me. I don’t deserve it just yet. 🙈 But you made me burst with happiness 😍
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You deserve all the happiness. All of us do. ❤️
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Of course! ♥
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Keep writing and keep fighting! ❤️
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We will! ♥
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I immediately went to check out your post and hence, forgot to reply here.😸
Thank you for the tag and the wishes. ❤
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Hola! You’ve been tagged in the Blue Sky Tag and are welcome to answer my questions to you. And a very Happy 1 monthsary!
https://thehonestfabler.wordpress.com/2017/03/19/finally-the-blue-sky-tag/
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But my favs remain Zayn and Loius. :’)
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Ahh I see
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Quick Question: Do u like Niall Horan?
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Yes, I do. 😀 I love all the five boys (now four ;-; ).
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Haaha same!!! I love NH tho
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He is way too cute, isn’t he?
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Yasss!! I didn’t know u liked 1D too 😁 . Niall has been my #1 celeb crush from a longgg time
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First of all, Happy 1month!!! I hope you do amazing in the future. Second of all, this post was amazing. And I loved each part of it. It was truly great❤👍
And lastly, LIAM PAYNE IN THE START is also part of what got me to read it😂jk.
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THANK YOU!!! 😍😍
And thank you, again. For the post, this time.
I just could not NOT keep myself from posting this picture of this perfect human 💕
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And yes, your comments were once again spammed. 😐
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This is isn’t happening in other blogs. Maybe check if you’ve spammed me accidentally
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How do I do that? ;-;
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I’ve texted u
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Idk why this all is happening only with ur blog man
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It’s so annoying. But idek what to do. Ugh I hate it! I don’t even know how to fix it. 😡 I just go to the spam section and again and again, unspam it.
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IDK yaar. This is only happening here
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Happy 1 month of blogging!!! 🙂
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Thank you ^-^
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